I pride myself on being a strong person ( to the outside world)
As much as I have been through...I have to pride myself at least on that...
But one thing makes me nervous and makes me want to run....
Someone seeing how I really feel
How vulnerable I am
How sensitive I am
Unsure how I am about everything, sometimes...
That makes me cold sweat
Because sometimes I don't even listen to me
But one day at a time I am trying
To listen to myself
Give myself quiet when I need quiet
Stay away when I need to stay away
Get close when I need to get close
Sometimes let the boundaries blur when I am safe
Or know I am loved ( family or friends)
And hope beyond all obstacles
Valuing myself even in brokenness
Your City girl..