It hasbeen months or I can say years I wrote a single line for this blog. I usually wrote post on my real life, some times fiction too. Today also, I am trying to express some thing bothering deeply. Some times I feel I have nothing to bother, but still have something that I wanted to share but not getting one to share with. Sometimes I'm just looking for listening ears and don't know what.
I think I'm not able handle the emotions I'm having right now. I have lots of friends, but this point of time no one who can actually understand. I think even I don't have words which can express what exactly I'm feeling. For everyone, everything is going well, but I knew it's not. I don't want to cry over the same feelings & emotions, and even don't want to share. But what to do when it's bothering me deeply.
Most of the time, I think that it's okay to feel so, everyone has some thing missing in their life, so everyone should learn live with them. But why we can not.